The walk to work this morning was filled with introspection. I picked calming music and tried to think calm thoughts on my trek up the hill. Must not provoke the monster.
I woke up with a headache, as expected, but I fought back and survived the four hours at my familiar desk; the necessary changing of passwords; deleting of old emails; updating of calendar... time flew by. And I weirdly enjoyed it. I've missed it. Whether I will still feel the same when the real work starts remains to be seen.
I won't lie, part of me did wonder why I fought so hard to be back at my desk when I could be in bed... I'm proud of myself.
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